NEVER MINE

                                                                   NEVER MINE

How do i say goodbye to someone i never really had??? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine??? Why is it i miss someone i was never really with??? And why do i love someone whose love was never really mine??? 

IF I AM GRANTED A WISH

If I am granted a wish, I would wish to bring back my dad to this beautiful world. I did walk right up to heaven and bring you back home dad. I wanted you to watch us grow but of no choice, you left us, all alone in this world. Our life has not been the same without you. I wish to sit with you and share the hard times that I went through. I have lot more to share with you dad. Missing you is the heartache that never goes away.

                                                                                                                                                                                           

I miss you the most when something is troubling me because you are the one whom I want to share my pain with and you will be the one who will understand me. You mean a lot to me dad. I never knew it would be this hard without you. I know million tears won’t bring you back. All I can do it just sit and weep. 

I STILL WANT TO SAY HI AND KNOW HOW YOU ARE

We met online, had a good time, chatted again and became good friends. Do you ever recall the first day we met? The day we became friends? I do and I will always remember that very day I knew and will remember for the days to come.  The times we had together still lives fresh deep in my heart. It is good to reflect and remember the good times we had together.

You said, you love me and i loved you too. I loved you, not your face, I loved you, not your post, I loved you, not your wealth. I loved your <3HEART<3. There wasn't a day went by without missing you and without thinking about you. Trusted you and loved you with all my heart.  Came to a situation where I couldn't skip a day without keeping in touch with you. Never imagined that one day you would find a reason to leave me. Never knew you would be so harsh towards my feelings. Your decision shattered me, made me go numb, felt the emptiness around me, broke my heart into pieces and still didn't believe it. When i came back to sense, countless tears rolled down my check.

What about the promise you made? The promise you made is still fresh in my mind. “I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU” You shouldn’t make any promises if you can’t keep it. I always thought promises must never be broken. May be some promises are meant to be broken, to let us learn not to trust anyone again. May be i am not fortunate to have you in my life, indeed i am not blessed to be with you. Even the emotional songs made me weep over again and again as though the lyrics were written just for me. 

If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then you would realize how much you are loved and how much you are missed every single day. You will know how much your silence hurts.  It’s more painful than the harsh words spoken.

You found a reason to ignore me indeed you never felt my love. I don’t have resentment or hatred towards you. You are probably the one of the best things that happened to me in my life. Thank you for coming in my life and leaving your footprints on my heart. All I am left are the memories and a heart around your name. Hope there may be a day you realize how true my love was.